Just chill...

Lucky 9 :)

2006-06-09T03:38:00.000-07:00

It's been sometime since I updated... Well coz I'm too lazy to make an entry! haha :) but now I'm not so here's what happened the past few days...

MONDAY
Schedule for the day: Go to OBMCI to get my transcription thing and buy the books of my bro..

So when I woke up I recieved this txt message. It was Tuz and he said that he couldn't accompany me since they'll be going to Warzone when in fact, he promised to accompany me.. so I was thinking if I would still go or not. Anyways, it was still early so I settled some other things first. I cleaned my fish bowl and changed the water of my fishie :) then while I was in the laundry area upsatirs, my bro went too and he played with his ducklings :) Then after the both of us decided to clean our Rubber shoes' coz school's near so it must be clean :) haha.. After that, I was thinking who could accompany me to the school and while thinking I was txting Kim..

Me: Waah. Wala akong kasama papuntang school. May ibang lakad si Tuz
Kim: Ako nalang sasama. What time ba?
Me: 2:30 pm
Kim: Nasa school pa ko nun. Tomorrow ka nalang pumunta para masamahan kita.
Me: Hindi, papasama nalang ako sa iba kong friends.

*Buti pa si Kim... Nag kukusang samahan ako hindi katulad ng ibang tao na kelangan pang pilitin. AMP*

Then I decided to call Steff nalang.. He said that he'll be going to OB also so nagpasama nalang ako sakanya. He fetched me here sa house then we went to OB na. Nakuha ko na kagad ung transcription thingie ko so ung kay lil bro na books nalang :) ayun, sobrang tagal e 4 books lang naman yun. AMP. Then Steff was suppose to go to Warzone after pero tinamad xa. Edi we ate nalang here at home. Tapos 8 pm na sya umuwi.

TUESDAY
Schedule for the day: WALA!
The whole day gamit ko pc, nagiinternet. Hindi makatawag sa bahay si Mommy. Nagalit. AMP.

WEDNESDAY
Schedule for the day: WALA PAREN!
Half of the day nagiinternet. Tinamad. Kumanta nalang :)

THURSDAY
Schedule for the day: WALA AGAIN!

Pero Tuz txted me at nagpapasama magpapicture. E ako naman tong tinatamad lumabas so parang ako "Bahala na"... tapos sa sobrang init nagdecide ako na maligo. Pagkalabas ko ng banyo tumawag si Kim. Kumatok si Daddy sa room. Nandyan na daw si Tuz. Bumaba daw ako. NO WAY. Naka-towel pa lang ako nun. AMP. Edi nagbye muna ako kay Kim at nagbihis. Nakalimutan ko mag patuyo ng hair so basang-basa ung shirt ko. AMP. Then nagpaalam na ko na alis na ko. Nung una sabi ni Daddy..

Dad: saan ka pupunta?
Me: samahan si Tuz magpapicture at sa Villas
Dad: kalalake nyang tao tapos magpapasama pa sayo!
Me: sige na..

Edi yun kay mommy ako nagpaalam. Pumayag. Tapos aion, nagpapicture na si Tuz at pumunta na kameng Villas. Bumili ng food sa store at nag-foodtrip. Kwentuhan. Tawanan. :) aion.. tapos si Kim katxt ko nanaman..

Me: nandito ako ngayon sa Villas
Kim: punta ako dyan.

Tapos pagkarating ni Kim ayun kwentuhan din. Si Tuz at Alvs tumugtog ng guitar. Tapos pumunta ako, si Kim at si Tuz dito sa bahay. Kwentuhan. Tawanan. Nuod ng Pokemon at Kapmilya Deal or No deal. AMP. Tapos umuwi sila 8 pm na.

FRIDAY
Schedule for the day: Dapat punta Glorietta pero hindi pinayagan. AMP.
Dito lang nanaman ako sa bahay... :( ayun lang..

Etong linggong to ay napaka-exciting! Napansin nyo ba?! memorable. AMP.

Haffie Burrthdei Kimi!!

2006-06-05T20:29:00.000-07:00

I just like to greet my friend Kimi a very HAFFIE BURRTHDEI!!!! mizue kimi.. Love much! :)

lazy..

2006-05-29T14:30:00.000-07:00

I'm still to lazy to post what happened last weekend... basta it was fun... check the pix nalang in my multiply site.. http://pinkiliciousmwah.multiply.com.. there's a lot of new pix there.. :)

whew!! A super tiring day...

2006-05-26T18:24:00.000-07:00

This entry's gonna be long coz I did a lot of things today! haha.. here it goes..

This day really rocked! though it was so tiring, hot, exhausting and everything it was still fun... Ok let's start this entry with what happened first thing in the morning..

Good Morning Nicole!

So I woke up around 5 am and i couldn't get some sleep, i don't know why but i just can't.. so i just lied down and waited... then my phone began to alarm and it was already 8 am.. So i got up, ate my breakfast and took a bath.. I told mommy that Tuz and Steff's gonna accompany me to St Paul.. Around 9:15 am I met the two of them and surprisingly, Luigi came too.. So we rode the jeep and head to St Paul because I was going to get the exam results of my review class...

In St. Paul...

We arrived there around 10 am and the 'guard' said that the releasing of exam results would be by 11 am.. so we waited for an hour and while waiting, Andrei came.. So we chatted, laughed and all that.. Then around 11:15 am our teachers arrived and explained to us that the results wouldn't be released today because there was a mistake in checking.. Instead, they gave us the answer key and said that they will just give us a call regarding our exam results.. So after that Tuz, Luigi, Steff and I went to Rob.. We were suppose to get an Application form in UP Manila for college but then Dale texted us and said that she'll be going too so we decided to just wait for her..

In Robinson's Place...

While waiting, we ate first in the food court.. but since all of us got little cash (awww...) we just bought food from Waffle time.. considering that as our lunch.. haha! then we walked around Rob and we met Tatsu and Dale.. Dale said UPM was closed so we just went window shopping instead.. We stood outside Bench and planned where we would go coz we got no money!! haha! then i decided to settle some things in St Scho.. So we went outside of Rob and rode the taxi..

Here's where the bad luck started...

since we were 6 the taxi driver told us to go down coz we were 'overloaded'.. haha! so we walked to the other side of Rob to ride the jeep going to St Scho.. Tatsu and Luigi didn't come with us anymore coz they got to go somewhere.. So we walked going to the 'sakayan'.. it was so freakin hot!!! we waited there for the jeep going to Baclaran.. Steff doesn't want a crowded jeep so we waited for the 'not-so-crowded' jeep.. hehe! then finally we got one.. but unfortunately, the jeep we rode went to the opposite direction of where St Scho is so we went down.. =( then after that waited for another jeep.. it was really hot and we're all getting exhausted.. we waited again for a 'not-so-crowded' jeep because Steff wanted to.. finally! we got one!

In St. Scho...

I settled my thing there.. after, we planned to go home already but we're not sure what jeep should we ride in.. so we're like, "bahala na nga..".. then we rode the jeep going to Paco... we went down somewhere near Doug's house so Tuz decided to visit him..

In Doug's Place...

when we arrived, Doug was already about to go to Tuz's house.. hehe! then his mom arrived and said that she'll give us a ride to Sta.Ana.. We went down near the church and we were planning to go to OB since I also got to settle some things there.. Steff said that he'll go home first to get his things since they will be going to JM's place and have an overnight there.. so it was Tuz, Dale, Doug and me..

In OBMCI and Sta. Ana Villas...

when we arrived at OB, i did my thing and Dale invited us to her place to eat some snacks.. so we went there and ate.. Tuz called Alva and invited him to come over Dale's place since they were neighbors.. :) after eating, Carlo and Steff arrived.. So we had some 'kulitan moments' muna then went home..

Going home...

when we passed by OB, JM was already there so he accompanied us to my place and Tuz's... Then finally I arrived home and the boys went to Tuz's house to get his things for the overnight... *yawns..* speaking of overnight, i really am sleepy.. oh well.. got to go!! got go get some sleep.. ciao!! :)

oh yeah.. i forgot to mention.. i gave my other bracelet to Steff.. haha.. he asked for it.. :) remembrance :) haha.. and to all you guys that accompanied me kanina, thanks!! Miss you guys na!! Thanks for all the fun! hehe :) mwahh...

EMO nanaman ako....

2006-05-23T14:38:00.000-07:00

This song's really nice... I changed the song Bizarre Love Triangle here in my blog coz I find this song more beautiful.. :) The title is "MISSING YOU-1ST LADY"... I posted the lyrics so that you could read it and find how nice it is... The lyrics' really sad.. It's about this girl that's missing her boyfriend/lover.. They parted coz of the guy's death.. The girl never had the chance to tell the guy how much she loves him for the last time.. and it's really hard for the girl to say I Love You while standing over the guy's grave... :( huhu.. basta it's so sad.. try listening to it while reading the lyrics.. aion.. I hope this wouldn't happen to me.. oh my god.. I'm so emo... haha! anyways, my review class is over and I'm back being struck by boredom everyday here in my freakin home! and I'm being emo everyday! haha.. coz i really love listening to Senti songs.. :) hehe.. The meaning of the songs is really nice that's why i love it.. I couldn't download these songs coz the pc's slow.. Our internet's not dsl so downloading one song would be 1 1/2 hours at least.. Oh well... Here's the list of the songs I would like to download..

* Superstar - Usher
* Wouldn't it be nice - Beach Boys
* How to deal (Acoustic version) - Frankie J.
* Bad Day - Daniel Powter
* Friend of Mine - MYMP
* Missing You - 1st Lady
* To love again - i don't know the artist...

Basta dame pa eh but i forgot the others na.. hehe! oh well.. tomorrow baka pumunta kame sa Glorietta coz Jm's inviting me and also X.. im not sure if i would go but id love to kaso lang wala na kong money.. hehe.. aion.. cge til here nalang.. :)

Review classes is fun! :)

2006-05-14T14:30:00.000-07:00

Malapit na matapos review classes ko and I'm sure I'm gonna miss my classmates! even though hindi pa kameng lahat ganun ka-close i still consider all of them my friends and of course those close to me "Best friends".. :) Let me introduce them to you...

Andrei - Agustinian; I met him on our first day and we went to Rob with Roanne right after classes.. He's my seatmate and we love to laugh :D hehe.. Ok to kasama! He'll never fail to make you laugh! basta aztig to! kaya nga "Godfather" eh.. hehe! here's our picture..

Roanne - She was transferred to the other class on our 2nd day.. I miss her.. I met her on our first day.. She's a Paulinian.. We went to Rob with Andrei :)

Matt - My seatmate during English and Math class! hehe... He told me the difference of Past tense and Past Participle :) haha..

Paolo - the tall, white guy from Immaculate Heart of Mary.. :) I met him becuase of Andrei.. He's smart and nice :) gwapo pa! haha.. Pinagkamalan kameng magkapatid ng iba nameng classmates :)

Mela - I met her sa jeep.. haha! nakasabay ko xa umuwi and madalas kong katxt.. Nilibre ako ng pamasahe nung nagkakilala kame :)

Viancx - Friend of Mela.. kala nya brother ko si Paolo :) hindi nya inakalang magiging friends kame :)

Sila pa lang yung mga ka-close ko.. im hoping this week mas madame pa..

Tomorrow's gonna be our 6th day and on Friday would be our last day.. ang sad naman.. kung kelan nagiging close na yung class dun pa matatapos.. Oh well, ganun talaga.. but un nga as i said earlier sana mas dumami pa mga ka-close ko.. we're planning this week na after classes punta ng Rob kasi lapit na nga matapos so matagal-tagal na ulit kame magkikita... Aion.. para may bonding naman db?! hehe.. I'd like to share to you guys what happened last Friday.. It was fun talaga! haha :)

Well.. when i arrived at St Paul unang-una kong nakita si Andrei.. ang sama ng tingin dahil ang tagal ko daw (pinapasok ko kasi xa ng maaga) then nakita ko din si Paolo kasi kasama nya so nag login na ko then umakyat na kame sa room.. grabe it was so cold kasi umuulan nun.. i forgot pa naman to bring a jacket.. So pag dating nung teacher namen may pinasagutan samen about Science kasi un ang topic for the day.. Ok naman xa, hindi gaano mahirap then siguro mga 10 mins hinintay namen ung Science Professor from UP daw kasi un ung teacher namen.. Pagkadating nya lahat kame nashock! ang bata nya! sobra! i think nasa 20's palang yun.. Tapos edi lecture na.. nung una medyo nakakaya ko pa eh pero nung tumatagal na inaantok na ko! la xa kabuhay-buhay magturo! amf.. so kwentuhan nalang kame ni Andrei.. aion.. tapos may nagpass ng paper samen.. nakalagay "Sino crush nyo sa class? sulat nyo dito".. so nagka-idea kame na magpass din ng paper! haha.. Pumunit ako sa notebook tapos sinulat ko na "Paki-lagay number nyo dito-Andrei".. haha.. tapos aion puro gurlz ang nagsulat.. eto namang si Drei gumanti.. may pinass na paper na hindi naman sakin pinakita ung nakasulat.. tapos ung mga nakabasa pa tumatawa.. edi nacurious ako tapos nung dumating na sakin ung paper ang nakalagay "Kung crush nyo ko, sulat nyo dito-Nicole".. edi xempre nainis ako.. nagsulat ulit ako sabi ko "Kung gusto nyo ko maging boyfriend, sulat nyo dito-Andrei".. haha! edi fair na diba!? haha! tapos kumain nalang kame.. Humingi ako ng Cheese Curls ni Drei.. haha! :) tapos nung dismissal na niyaya nila Angel si Drei mag dota e ako naman hindi marunong so hindi na ko sumama.. bago kame umalis hinintay muna namen si Silk.. ayon,, tapos hinatid na nila ko sa sakayan then umuwi na ko.. Tapos sa jeep nakasabay ko ung 2 classmates ko.. Si Mela at Viancx.. tapos dun na kame nagkakilala.. :)

Pag dating ko dito sa bahay nagtxt si Jaime sabi nya punta daw ako sakanila, sunduin daw nya ko so pumunta ko... nagfood trip lang kame, kantahan, natulog, nanuod, nagpicture! haha!! tapos inayusan nya pala namen si Paula! haha. sobrang benta ng ichura nya!! kamukha ni MAHAL!!! haha! eto pix...

yun.. tapos umuwi na ko..

*~THE END~*

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY PALA!!!!

weeee~~ so FUN! :)

2006-05-04T20:26:00.000-07:00

So kanina ung start ng review ko... It was F-U-N! haha.. xempre let's start from what happened last night... It was 2 in the morning and I couldn't get some sleep... So i opened the radio and listened to some music.. It was 3 am and finally, I felt sleepy... I woke up at around 6 am and ate my breakfast.. haha! tapos ligo, bihis tapos alis. My dad accompanied me going to St. Paul Manila (dun kasi ung review venue).. So yun.. when we arrived super dami ng students! tapos ang masama pa dun wala akong kilala... So loner?! haha.. pero pag dating sa classroom I talked to my seatmate.. Tinanong ko kung san school xa galing, name, etc... tapos patin ung isa ko pang seatmate kinausap ko din.. So yun..

conversation with seatmate#1:
ako: hi, from what school ka?
seatmate#1: St Paul Makati. Anong name mo?
ako: Nicole. Ikaw?
seatmate#1: Roanne.. (tama ba spelling? sorry seatmate#1.. :) )
ako: Ok..

conversation with seatmate#2:
ako: Hi, from what school ka?
seatmate#2: Taga Marinduque ako eh..
ako: ahh ganun.. nice.. :)

So after nun, may "getting-to-know-you" portion.. so sinabi namen names namen, school, balak kuning course at expectations.. Tapos ung 'ka-likodmate' ko taga CSA daw.. so kinusap ko... name daw nya Greg.. tapos we had this conversation about "Foj".. then after nag-diagnostic exam na kame.. after the exam sabi pwede na raw umuwi so parang ako...
"Sabihin ko kaya sakanila na sabay na kame bumaba?"
pero nauna si Greg magsabi.. haha.. so sabi ko..
"Sige, tara sabay nalang tayo.."

then si Roanne nakita ko so sabi ko sumabay na din samen... then pag labas ng St Paul nagkayayaan sa Rob para kumain... So pag dating sa Rob hanap kame ng murang restaurant kasi "nagtitipid"! haha.. Pumunta kame food court tapos nakakita ng "Waffle time".. so dun kame bumili tapos bumili din kame ng ice tea. Ok na din kasi sa snack na yun 34 pesos lang nagastos ko! GUYS, IM TELLING YOU MASARAP SA WAFFLE TIME!! TIPID PA!! haha! magadvertise ba?! hehe.. aion.. tapos hinatid ako ni Greg sa sakayan.. So yun.. umuwi na ko... tapos mga 5pm nanuod kame basketball game ni Seth.. as usual, panalo nanaman sila.. tapos nakita namen si Fafa Alvs.. sila pala next game hindi manlang sinabi samen.. aww... so pumunta nalang kame kela Nina kasi sabi namen nila Tuz..

"Hindi naman tayo na-appreciate ni Fafa Alvs eh.. :(" [DRAMA MODE]

tapos laughtrip na ulet! haha.. tapos mga 7 umuwi na ko...

hmm.. nu naman kaya mangyayare tomorrow...?? hehe.. :)

new experience?

2006-05-03T15:11:00.000-07:00

My review starts tomorrow na so baka hindi na ko masyado maka-update dito.. Oh well, kung meron akong time then I'll update.. Im sure madami naman siguro mangyayare sa review so madame ako malalagay dito unlike ngayon na araw araw lang nasa bahay at walang ginagawa.. Sana may mameet na new friendships dun para may new friends! haha.. 35 pa naman kame sa class so ok yun! haha.. saka tapat lang ng pagreviewhan ko mall so ang saya! haha... Oh well.. aga pa naman ng review ko so kelangan na din matulog ng maaga.. hai... 7:30 kelangan nandun na! amp.. tapos magcocommute lang ako!! waaahh.. kawawa naman ako! hindi pa naman ako marunong.. saka nakakatamad kaya noh! ang init init eh.. buti kung magtataxi ako ok lang pero hindi eh masyadong mahal.. so jeep! amp.. 12 pa naman uwian.. so tanghaling tapat! waaah... pano na ba toh.... oh well, once in a lifetime experience - magcommute magisa! haha.. aion.. pero sana talaga fun kahit na wala ako kakilala dun.. hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH!!!!

A very cute story...

2006-05-03T14:25:00.000-07:00

This is a story about Love... About how it really is and how you understand the true meaning of it...

*THE JOURNEY OF LOVE*

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including LOVE.One day, it was announced to all that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So, all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. LOVE was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.Just then, Richness was passing by in a grand boat. LOVE asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold in my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."Then, Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing by in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you," Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "LOVE, I'm sorry, but, I just want to be left alone right now."Then, LOVE saw Happiness. LOVE cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." However, Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear LOVE calling to him.LOVE began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come LOVE, I will take you with me." It was an elder.LOVE felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land, the elder went on his way. LOVE realized how much she owed the elder. LOVE then sought Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was TIME," Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?" LOVE asked. Knowledge answered, "Because only TIME is capable of understanding how great LOVE is."

It's just so sad...

2006-05-01T20:38:00.000-07:00

A song expresses a deep meaning... And sometimes these songs are the things/situations that happen in our every day lives... These songs are all about letting go... I recieved this email and decided to post it here because I know that you can relate to it as much as i do...

*The Art of Letting GO*

"Learning the art of letting go..."

lyrics 'yan ng isa sa mga paborito kong kanta. Let go... hummm, mahirap i - explain yun di ba? Ok fine! Alam ko naman na hindi lahat ng tao e senti. Pero di ako naniniwala na hindi lahat ng tao e nahirapan na magpaalam sa isang bagay o tao na masyado niyang pinahahalagahan. Let go… alam nyo, minsan, nakakainis na isipin kung bakit kailangan pa kailangan na may mawala sa'yo kung kelan nararamdaman mo nang kumpleto na ang buhay mo.

"And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave"

yan naman ang isang line na nanggaling sa super gandang kanta na My Immortal. Oo nga naman... bakit nga ba ganoon? Bakit kapag nawawala ang isang tao na mahalaga sayo, hindi pwedeng hindi ka masaktan? Bakit kapag nawala siya, kailangan na iyakan mo siya. Dapat, malungkot ka. Dapt ma- miss mo siya.
Pero iba yun. Letting go is not as simple as saying GOODBYE. Kasi, kapag nag- let go ka, ikaw ang umalis. Ikaw ang nag- decide na lumayo. Lalo na kung ang bagay na iyon ay pinilit mo lang layuan at iwasan dahil alam mong nasasaktan ka. Dahil alam mong wala namang patutunguhan kung itutuloy mo pa.

"I'll let it go with your... goodbye"

Mahirap magpaaalam sa isang tao na mahalaga sa iyo- yung taong mahal mo. Most specially, kung kailangan mong i- give up ang nararamdaman mo for the sake na sumaya ang ibang tao. Hindi mo naman kayang may masaktan di ba? E di sino ang dapat magbigay? Di ba ikaw rin? Kapag kailangan mo nang mag- give way dahil alam mong iba ang mahal niya. Syempre mahirap yun. Kasi, kapag nag-let go ka, hindi ka na nagpapaalam sa kanya. Ipaparamdam mo na lang na wala ka na. Hindi rin ganoon kadali. Imagine, kakalimutan mo yung taong pinakamahalaga sayo. Yung taong nagpapakumpleto ng araw mo. Yung taong nakakapagpasaya sa iyo. Yung taong araw- araw mong nakikita. Yung taong hindi mo kayang mawala. Pero kailangan mong mamili. Dahil kung hindi, lalo ka lang masasaktan.
May nagsabi sa akin, sana daw, lahat ng tao bulag. Para hindi ka na masasaktan dahil hindi mo naman nakikita ang totoo. Iisipin mo na lang, na lahat ng bagay, imposibleng mangyari. Na yung taong mahal mo, imposible at kahit kailan ay hindi ka mamahalin. Yun ang isang paraan ng letting go. Kapag nag- let go ka, iisipin mo na lang na hindi talaga pwedeng maramdaman ng taong iyon ang nararamdaman mo para sa kanya.

******

Pwede kasing maramdaman mo na mahal ka niya. Mararamdaman mo lang. Pero… totoo nga ba? Pwedeng sabihin niya sa iyo. Pero… totoo nga ba? MAHIRAP UMASA. MAHIRAP MAGHINTAY SA WALA. Mahirap mag- pretend na ayos lang sayo kapag nakikita mong masaya siya kasama ang taong mahal niya. Mahirap ipa-realize at sabihin sa sarili na wala lang iyon. Na in the end, ikaw pa rin ang mas pipiliin niya. Kaya ano lang ang pwede mong gawin, wala na kundi ang i- let go siya. It takes a lifetime para kalimutan ang isang taong hindi mo naman gusting kalimutan. Pero you have no option to choose, isa lang sa inyo ang dapat maging masaya. Ikaw- o yung taong mahal mo? Kakalimutan mo siya hindi dahil may hatred ka na iba ang mahal niya. Lalayo ka dahil natatakot ka sa katotohanang kaibigan ka lang niya. Dahil hindi mo kayang itanong sa kanya ng diretso, kung mahal ka nga ba niya. Dahil kaibigan mo ang taong mahal niya at hindi ka pwedeng magalit sa taong iyon dahil mahalaga rin siya para sa iyo. Dahil may kaibigan ka na mahal rin ang taong mahal mo. Dahil ang taong iyon… kaibigan lang ang tinign sa iyo. Maraming dahilan. Pero isa lang ang solusyon.

"I'll let you go... I'll let you fly... why do I keep on asking why?"

Hindi ba, mas maganda na mag- let go ka kaysa naman sa forever mong saktan ang sarili mo? Kapag nag- let go, it doesn't mean that you have to forget the feeling. Mahal mo pa rin siya pero tatanggalin mo yung idea na mahalaga siya sa iyo higit pa sa iba. Hindi mo na pwedeng isipin... na mahal mo siya. Pero nandoon pa rin yun. It's just that, hindi mo pwedeng i- express. Hindi na siya dapat maging special sayo. Hindi na siya dapat yung taong gusto mo laging kausap. Kapag kinausap ka niya, e di kausapin mo. Kapag hindi naman, e di wag.

"Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too 'cause I know you'll never do"

Hindi mo naman pwedeng pilitin yun tao kung hindi talaga ikaw di ba? Magmumukha ka lang tanga noon. Kung papipiliin mo naman siya, right at this moment, SIGURADONG DI IKAW ANG PIPILIIN NYA!!! Wala ka nang pwedeng magawa pa kundi ang tulungan na lang siyang map alapit sa taong mahal niya. Yun kasi ang isang pagkakamali. Kapag alam mo na kung sino ang mahal niya, magagalit ka sa taong iyon. Pero case to case iyon. Paano kung kaibigan mo naman? Magagalit ka ba? Of course not! You should understand. Hindi naman niya kasalanan kung nagustuhan siya nung taong mahal mo. Dapat nga maging masaya ka. At least, hindi man ikaw iyon, kaibigan mo naman ang minahal niya.

"It's not suppose to feel this way... I need you... I need you... More and more each day..."

Kung talagang mahal mo siya, dapat ang iisipin mo, kung saan siya sasaya. Kung sa tingin mo, hindi mo magagawa iyon o may iba siyang gusto, set him o her free. Lalo na kung kaibigan mo siya. Kapag naman nagmahal ka, hindi talaga sinasadya. You fall for the most unexpected person in the expected time. Hindi mo naman pinagplanuhan na siya ang gustuhin. Kusa na lang siyang dumarating. Bigla mo na lang nararamdaman. But does it matter? Hindi. Ang mahalaga, kung ano o saan siya sasaya. You have to be selfless. Dapat nararamdaman mo kung ikaw ba o hindi ang taong gusto niya. Kung oo, hold on. Kung hindi, try to still hold on.
Pero kapag dumating ka na sa point na alam mong wala na rin namang patutunguhan, let go...

"So tell me where do I start... 'cause it's breaking my heart... don't wanna let her go..."

If you really love the person, let him/ her decide. Kasi kapag alam niyang masasaktan ka, syempre, hindi niya sasabihin sa iyo na iba ang mahal niya. Ipaparamdam niya sa iyo na mahal ka niya whereas sa ibang tao, iba ang sinasabi niyang mahal niya. Masakit yun kapag nalaman mo hindi ba? It just mean na hindi pala nagiging reality ang dream. Kasi hindi mo pa naramdaman nang mas maaga na ikaw, dapat great friend ka lang o kaya best friend ka lang. That would be harder, for sure. Mas mahihirapan kang aminin sa sarili mo na hindi ikaw ang mahal niya.

"I guess I'm down to my last cry..."

Siguro.. lahat naman talaga ng bagay natatapos e. Kung hanggang diyan ka na lang, you have to stay like that for the rest of your life. But you should let him/ her know kung ano ang nararamdaman mo. Malay mo... pareho lang pala kayo... pinipilit n'yo lang mag- let go sa isa't isa...

Party time!

2006-04-30T21:38:00.000-07:00

hmm.. we went kanina sa party of the daughter of my mom's friend.. It was held on Oasis near Broadway Centrum.. Lunch time non so super init!! grabe... Then when we arrived, kainan na so "KAIN MODE" na ko! haha! ;D masarap ung food in fairness! aion.. tapos kwentuhan with friends dun.. mga anak-anak ng friendships ni Mader.. tapos picture picture! haha!
Here are some of the pix.. :)

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tapos after dapat punta kame ng Mega Mall para mag ice skating! haha! pero nagkatamaran so umuwi nalang kame.. Pagkarating sa house natulog lang ako! haha.. pano ba naman masyado ko na-enjoy unlimited sa globe kagabi so late na ko nakatulog.. aion.. katext ko hanggang umaga si Dale, Tatsu saka Crizelle.. ang titibay! gisisng pa! amp.. tapos sa sun naman biglang nagtxt si Estooch.. ;D it's been a long time na nagkacommunicate kame nun.. ;D haha! oh well.. dahil talaga sa txt dami nagiging ka-close! si Crizelle before lam ko hindi kame naguusap nun pero ngayon ok na kame! lage kame magkatxt tapos super magkasundo pa pag dating sa Pinoy Big Brother! haha.. Hai.. sayang talaga si Aldred noh?! gwapo pa naman! ska kung hindi sya umalis mabuibuild up nya talaga sarili nya dun pero la na.. too late.. hai.. sayang talaga sya.. oh well, sige watch pa ko pbb! haha..

It's no ordinary day today!! ;D

2006-04-27T23:30:00.000-07:00

This day was so much fun!!!!!!!! First when I woke up, I was thinking of the dream i had last night then ate my lunch and Tuz called.. We made some soundtrippin and shared a lot of stories! haha.. He said that Alva's gonna have a game this afternoon and asked me to come so I told him sure, I love to watch Papa Alvs play! haha.. i told him to invite Dale to watch also.. So by 4 pm we went to Sta. Ana Villas and asked Alvs and Dale to go out. While we were outside we shared a lot of stories and we were just laughing and laughing.. hehe! we also had some picture taking! haha.. here are some of the pix...

Then at around 6 pm we went to the Plaza for Alvs' game.. the game started at around 7 so we just finished the 1st quarter.. then at around 8 pm me and Tuz went back to watch the 4th quarter.. Papa Alvs' team lost by 9 points but we still had fun! coz we went here in my house.. ate dinner and had some picture trippin! haha.. here are some of our pix...

For more pictures and for a better view of the pix, please visit my multiply site.. :)www.pinkiliciousmwah.multiply.com

Thanks to Dale, Papa Alvs and Papa Tuz! You guys really brightened up my day!!! Love you guys!!! ;D

By the way, HAPPY MONTHSARRY TO KIMI AND LUIGI!! ;D

I'm so sick of this..

2006-04-26T22:39:00.000-07:00

You know who and what pisses me off? It's YOU! It's THEM! It's HER! Why? because I'm being blamed by something that I'm not doing and who's the reason? YOU! I'm not really mad at you but please just don't be that persistent! She thinks you're my boyfriend and thinks that maybe the reason why you call always is because we're planning to go out sometime or stuff whatever! Well, hell no! Why is she blaming me those things?? Maybe if you wouldn't call many times every day then I wouldn't be blamed. I'm so sick of all she's telling me! She's like a broken record for God's sake! Errr... I just hate it when people keep on repeating those accusements she makes to me! Arhh!! And you know sometimes, me myself am pissed off because of you! the persistent you! I don't want to hurt your feelings or anything but I just like you to know what's happening behind the "don't-wanna-talk-with-you" thing.. I hope you understand. I just can't take it anymore! I hear the same things everyday!! Isn't that such a bummer!! errr... I was hoping yesterday that today would be a nice day but I guess it's just another ordinary day! Why ordinary? because it's just ordinary and normal that these things happen to me.. It isn't new, it is what happens always.. So, I bet tomorrow's another ORDINARY day! never been better...! What a life Nicole! What a life!

Basketball time.. ;D

2006-04-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

whew.. another boring day... haha! Just stayed home but around 5:30 pm i went outside to watch the basketball game coz there's a league goin on in our place.. ;D So i asked our maid and my bro to accompany me coz suppose to be I'm gonna ask Tuz but he isn't home.. Ate Nellie said they went to SM to do some shopping.. haha.. ;D i wonder who is he shopping for.. haha! anyways, so the three of us went to court and watched the game.. #6 of the yellow team is SETH.. I thought Alva was also there but he's game will be i guess tomorrow or on Thursday.. I'm surely going to watch that game! GO ALVA!!! haha.. ;D Seth played pretty well.. haha.. I didn't stay too long coz it was really hot.. When i reached home, i watched 5o First Dates on HBO.. i super love that movie! even if i watched it many times already i still like it! hehe.. then after, i watched Pinoy Big Brother.. i also super love that show! I like Gerald and Aldred among the boys and Kim among the girls.. ;D Nina's pretty but she's 'maarte'.. i don't like her.. Hmm.. im planning to go out tomorrow coz im really bored staying at home.. Vicky called me up a while ago and asked me if i could go tomorrow to the mall coz Monique's gonna leave and go to Abu-Dahbi (i don't know the spelling.. hehe) on May 1.. so we'll spend time with that chick.. ;D haha.. I hope tomorrow's gonna be a nice day.. and i hope he'll appear online later! haha.. who's he? SECRET!! haha.. ;D it's for you to find out! hehe.. ;D

Finally...

2006-04-25T15:23:00.000-07:00

Yesss!!!!!!! Finally this one works! hahaha... Grabe... Brown out ulet kaninang mga 3 am... it was so hot!!! well until now it is.. arrhh!! hate it! later im going to watch the basketball game coz Alva and Seth's there.. haha.. support!! haha.. oh well.. hope you guys enjoy my new blog.. tc~~ By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIGUEL!!!

I hate this...

2006-04-24T23:16:00.000-07:00

This is my third time to make an account... err... the previous ones were not responding... haha.. what a bad luck... oh well... hope this one's gonna work...